i hadnt heard bukowski in so long
i clicked on him
the virtual standing of him.
it was like a virtual hug from an old old man.
the very old man himself
an old friend.
ive been so wrapped up in the day
that ive forgotten this old man
there is something there
a connection at will.
i miss him so.
i do not feel so all alone,
for a while there it was getting to me.
i keep trying to fit myself into something,
i really dont like peoples mannerism except the kind ones.
and i felt so damn alone.
whatever it is we are, i can feel it.
i may never be as good of a writer as him, but thats the point
there are no others
i , am here.