the one thing that i always come back to 

is this

roger eno 

talking about the apollo tapes 

and how humanity had a moment 

a window

a mode 

to turn into, and we lost it. 

but it is on the rise

gaining speed

and maybe 

when rockets are coming and going 

and humanity decides to look up again

then 

and only then 

will we become 

whole.

- notes from earth via